wah..what a beautiful day that is going to come..

but..

one single sms from Alex

and the thunder strike me

KAU KAU wan!!

strike straight to my heart..

as

i can hear my own heart crushing within itself

it sound like…glass bottle of hope drop down and crushed down the earth

breaks into million of million of glass pieces

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THE RESULT OF LAST SEM are out!!

my heart crushed and my head are empty..

i was a total white paper last sem..

a teared white paper..

looking back

i was such a stupid and immatured girl last sem…

thinking back make me wanna smack my head hard!

but..what is done have took its place..

and the current are just the result on what i have done..

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GOSH!!!

SWT..this sound so emo!! lol

so end with all the emo stuff..lol!!

cause i’ve promise myself to be a better person!

but..

its true ..

what is done is done..

so i will ACCEPT it with positive and a smile..

no matter whats the end result..

and face it and move forward to future

as future is my key point to SUCCESS~^^V

( just typing that for fun cause ntg can describe my feelings towards the RESULTS)

^^B

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im going to swimming tomolo and

hence..more picts coming if MT is around..

so just pray hard…

my training in ipoh going to end in few days time..

its hard to believe i have survived here for a month half..

and ofcourse..got masuk hospital lar..lol

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but  for those who are concern to my health..

dun worry..im prefectly healthy now..

eating damn healthy..drinking plenty of water!

and toilet business..SMOOTH!!

>0<

i slimed down 4 kg(^^)V…

yeah!!! and my diets works..hope this will go on!!

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but..

i just had my dinner last night..

MCD SPICY CHICKEN MCDELUXE MEDIUM SET!!

lol..delivery wan summore…!!!

NOT BAD HUH?

WONG AI LENG called delivery for the first time and it works..

actually i nervous till i told the receptionist wrong address..

the deliveryman call

deliveryman: ” you punya  rumah jalan ke lorong?”

me : ” lorong la..lorong tasek timur 7″

deliveryman : “tadi you cakap jalan..sebab tu i rasa pelik”

me: ” ye ke??..hahaha..mungkin salah saya cakap tadi”

lol…

den he showed me the address when he arrived

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* my half eaten burger~

the box!!

fries and coke..

my sendiri add-on!..lol ribenas

before

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i enjoyed my meal and it was delicious!!

in few days times..im going to order again cause addicted..
*did i told u i was on MT’s diet schedule??

ahh..see 1st la..lol

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next..

i wore my yukatas with the obi

trust me..wearing it itself is an exercise!!

lol

i kept sweating!

this is the result!

just showing off my hard working obi!!..

*weylu bertanya : wanita jepun terakhir?

lol..

MT’s idea of post!

* i dunno what post is this!><

*…hmm..white swan maybe??

MT..

*smack head!

*butterfly outside the stomach?

lol

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will update soon!

latest info..

ALEX..have been promoted into my swan programme.

The photograph Advisor*(^^)

Filed under: college Tagged: yukatas..mcd..emo ]]> http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/04/13/the-fallen-heart/feed/ 3 Falling Leaves blog blog 2 mcd DSC08996 DSC08998 DSC08999 DSC09002 DSC09004 DSC08820 DSC08826 DSC08827 DSC08835 DSC08836 DSC08837 http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/04/09/petals-of-hope/ http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/04/09/petals-of-hope/#comments Fri, 09 Apr 2010 16:36:52 +0000 Falling Leaves http://aileng.wordpress.com/?p=226 ]]> When u are hoping for some turning point on the thing u hope…

you pluck petals..

when the petals end with the result u don’t want..

your heart breaks into thousands of thousands of pieces..

isn’t it PATHETIC??!!

lol…

since i cant pluck the flower..cause ppl sale wan mah..

so i take snaps shots..

DAISY..so nice..pink wan summore..

i love something like daisy and sunflower!!!

so…

i..

snap pict of it…

BEAUTIFUL!!

love it..whole pot only rm 8.90

but i cant buy cause (T.T)

..by the time i brought home..it will be …u know la~

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i brought pink lipsticks..from AVON…

cause …MT came home one night holding AVON catalog~

MT: Aunty Rebecca say let us see wor..i feel bad if din buy anything from her…(=.=)

so…. she  brought a few things that im not suppose to expose..so i keep her secret but she brought lipsticks too

she brought dew pink and it suits her alot.!!and one plum for her mum..

so nice a this daughter~

MT with her dew pink and plum for her mum…

*ignore my pale complexion..

mine is sweet pink!!!

but after putting on~

*dun ask why this pict is taken!!!

*smack my head

*alot ppl like my colour…

my CI end up ordering same colour with me and one more MT’s colour

and

one more aunty(patient) she also like what im applying so she ordered one too~><

*my lip colour!! love it!!

*syok sendiri snap shots

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MT’s project turning me into a swan..

already reaching the 5th weeks..

for those who know wad am i before this..i don’t need to explain much

but this is the result..

not sure got any difference or not..><

MT is the photographer..

she took alot of shots and i smile until my mouth cramp!

ini…i also dun understand..

* girlie pose..

beware..if u feel nausea..stop scrolling down..cause…all the picts are girlie~

*praying pose~..

(*i started to prayed every night..to let me sleep..i cant sleep here~)

just random post~

* act cute with my tortoise!!

ini..i …dunno how to explain

*peacefully sleeping..

*shhh…don’t ask me why..

*normal girl pose!

my smile retards

*muackss~

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and this 2 picts..MT felt her mission half accomplished!!@@

especially the last pict..

…what u think~

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the evolution of swans…

MT is the …trainer…examiner and the audience~><

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ALEX..so sorry din wish u happy birthday!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

ALEX,CHEAH YAU

WHO TURNED

20 LA ST 8TH APRIL!!

may u be happy and cheerful all the time!!

and remember to chase after ur dreams..

im waiting  for ur song !!

real sorry..i was in dazz and not myself this few days…

but…

belanja u makan..this i PROMISE U kau kau!!

MAY ALL UR DREAMS COMES TRUE!

i brought my yukatas on wednesday…

and i received it TODAY!!..

happy happy.

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*  1 white yukata
*  1 purple yukata
*2 sash
*  1 original obi(pink and purple..reversible)
* pocka dots pink pouch..

yeahh..happy..learning how to tie..

and the yukata quite hard to adjust~><

*i keep tying tying… until i swt~..baru habis tie…

*den i save the  obi when im free ~ lol~

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u can purcase ur own yukata at..

http://www.ohjapan1.blogspot.com

with reasonable price and all are from japan~

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At work… the air cond just fixed and its very very cold~~

MT: very cold la..(find some place to hide..)

and guess where she hide?..
*let me show u…

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and i follow her foot steps..

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* spot me?

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the game.. SPOT MT~

spot her?..where got so easy?

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not yet?

* tadaaa… itu dia~

* Aunty Rebecca punya favo coffee~..

MR HAINAN…

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* mak saya cakap..” an apple a day..keeps the docs away..”

so she brought me a whole plastic of apples..><..

so i ended up..snaping pict of it~

Filed under: college Tagged: yukatas ]]> http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/04/02/yukatas/feed/ 0 Falling Leaves DSC08815 DSC08808 yukata 1 - Copy yukata 2 DSC08793 DSC08794 DSC08795 DSC08796 DSC08799 DSC08786 DSC08790 http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/03/30/in-pain/ http://aileng.wordpress.com/2010/03/30/in-pain/#comments Tue, 30 Mar 2010 16:53:56 +0000 Falling Leaves http://aileng.wordpress.com/?p=200 ]]> I was admitted to Fatimah Hospital in Ipoh few days back and the whole process SUCKS~

I went for gastroscopy and colonoscopy and it pain like hell
dad:” dun worry..they will give u anesthetic and u feel ntg when the catheter enter ur throat”

I believe in that till ….. during the scope..

The anesthetic that the nurse gave is not enough to make me feel ntg…
so i did the scope with full conscious and wide awake …

I MEANT BOTH THE SCOPES..

i kept vomiting during gastroscopy and all my liquid from my stomach were all drooling on the bed…

i heard the doc said..” she still very awake..gave her another dose..”
(not sure whether i heard this for another thing anot)

but..the nurse gave me another dose and before the anesthetic got to work…

the doc already doing my 2nd scope…

i was like screaming like hell and crying at the same time….

nvr wanna do the scope ever again!!!

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this is before i do the scope and spend my night there

*MT snap for me in hurried because other aunties are looking at me..=.=

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back before admitting to hospital….

we did some snap shots because that day not much patients and we are bored…

MT addicted in snapping picts….

and here’s the production for the day~

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ignore my pale complexion.. have no choice..ppl sick mah

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me looking serious..MT..peek-ka-boo

MT asked me to pose like this

*adding up a lil spice of dramatica*

tired~

MT decided to help me… by…

changing me into a WHITE SWAN!!!(i can ensure that..she really said that)

everyday train me..exercises..philosophies of health and keep fit..

she also included the training of my inner self~=.=

so..

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she wrote me a song….which i don’t know how to give her response and she eventually SING out!!
and even show it to Alex..

she was so eager to show it to him till..

“AL,AL…video cam with Alex..”whenever i online….=.=

she was so ready to sing it out to Alex!

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She even rewrite the lyric our numerous times to ensure its correct and right to her rhythm..=.=

*she seem so serious…trust me..she write ntg serious..
its just the lyric and yet she so rajin!!

*she rewrite and rewrite!!
and the time she takes to copy my notes..2 days~=.=..

*3 pages..

my notes..half the page!!

*guess what’s she doing?

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* her FINAL creation~!!(=.=)

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back to clinic~i sleep like..almost everytime my head touches the bed!!

i don’t know why this few days..i keep sleeping and restless..

my eye’s bag all coming out!!and i looked PALE!!

*i slept!!

*sleeping!!!!

*MT…=.=

and MT found something to eat!!..actually its Aunty Rebecca gave us~

*peanut butter flavour!!

and MT loves it..

*The Lady with the Little Finger~

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i did wax therapy for my lil finger..

actually i just wanna test the tempurature..but..

Aunty Rebecca…grab my hand and dip my hand in~

and she hold my hand and dipped for 5 times..

FREAKY HOT!!

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*I remove it gently~

*Aunty Rebecca told us we can do a hand mould with the wax when we go home!!

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THAT NIGHT DINNER~
supreme!!

* steam chicken~..we ate 1 week chicken and we are scare of it~..

my mum brought about 7 chicky!!@.@

*the broth!~

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*MT loves it..^^V

* see how happy she is~..awwww..i love it!!

and me…hair din comb!!

like pengemis!!

*i really no eye see~ but MT insist!!i must post this..T.T..

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after dinner~

as usual..i dig my face into my lap top~

and i have VISITOR!!

* meet GREENIE~

and GREENIE’s passport pict!

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~Sometimes,i feel that my heart doesn’t belongs to me..i cant control it well..
i feel weird feelings..and its hurts and at the same time,it make my smile fades~ i hope that i can do something about it and stop thinking impossibility
and make myself to be myself again~

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May MT’s effort making me into a white swan works~!

we started to get use to the surrounding and the X-ray room became our 1st class hotel
because we sleep,eat our lunch and hang out there during break..

As for today,we hang out outside the treatment room because…
1..doc is taking his usual nap in the treatment room
2.one of the staff is resting in the X-ray room because she’s pregnant~
so we end up resting out here..but…COOL!!! we on the air- cond just for both of us and we’re reading gossip magazines and blogging here..

Usually..other then writing here..I most probably ending up sleeping on the chair like a pig.
But today I’ve already sleep at the patient’s bed at 9am to 11am~
(@.@)

Its lucky that today have not much patients and all of us able to rest because yesterday,
there’s countless amount of patient..
and we ate our lunch in hurry and have not much time to rest…

~IFT…Interferential Current treatment~

2 medium of current with interfere each other in the middle and gives varies effect~

the IFT here doesn’t use cup electrode but instead used pad electrode..so its quite MANUAL here compare to kl where most of the clinic uses the cupped electrode..

According to madam,(CI) our cupped electrode sudah rosak~hahahah

so we have to use wet sponge case where the pad electrode are then inserted into the case~
Both of us have taught by Aunty Rebecca  how to use it and by now~we kinda used to it already~
(^.^)V

patient on IFT by MT..

*MT with  the patient…

most of the IFT’s pict we din get to snap because we are too busy working on other patient..

when MT got IFT and I will be running around with US or traction…
We have no time to snap picts for IFT..lol

and ofcourse..

we will will apply the hot pack to release pain and to increase blood circulation..

*a strap is use to secure the hotpack in place so that it wont drop..

TENS..(Transcutaneos Electrical Nerve Stimulation)

commonly used for pain relieve and used as analgesic~

i use TENS because my shoulder are painful like hell and we normally use the appliances at our last hour before we head home to hostel to relax ourselves and we ENJOY IT~

*Aunty Rebecca invited us at the first place to use the appliances and we learn about it as we use it ourselves..
*we have to feel the differences between each appliances so that we can explain to the patient when we treat them with the appliances..(^^)

me~(^^)

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and enjoying myself on gossip magazines..

MT are now addicted to the magazines and can take her eye off the magazine.. (=.=)

no matter where she goes..the magazines is on her hand ..

and now~the magazine landed on my hand and i brought it back to hostel!!

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When we reached hostel~..

we cooked claypot chicken rice with RICE COOKER~
haha..
the ingredients are

1. chicken drumstick 2 ketul..
(as in the drumstick plus the upper thigh!!damn huge)

2.soy sauce
(i dunno how much..follow ur instincs~hahah)

3.a pinch of kidnapped salt~..
(i curi guna the malay’s salt(><))

4.abit of kidnapped oil!(><)

den stir stir stir stir it until u see ok ok..den..cover it and let it cook~

*i seem happy with the chicken..(=.=)!!!

* sapu sapu chicken with spy sauce

*pour the kidnapped oil into the pot~

*raw chicky in the pot~

*when the chicky boils..put in ur rice~

*nvr waste

*almost cook~!!

*adding extra power to make it cook faster~
(both of us too hungry to wait)
notice the vapour coming out.. fuyoh~

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*tada..its cooked~

*yummy..but abit too salty.

*enjoying!!

*look nice?

after eating our dinner~
due to losing too much energy transferring heat to the pot..

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*yes..i sleep directly after dinner!!!

saw my hand at my tummy area?
cause..im too full…

and MT having fun taking snap shots

*see..she enjoy it so much!!

i keep sleeping until 9 something before i head to bathroom with eye’s closed and take my shower..

then head back to my bed again and sleep till next morning!!

freaky!!

Its a new start for me after many event happened on me and i feel like i wanted to express it out and i just wanna start back this blog..i’ve deleted all old posts and trying to forget everything that happened to me and move on with my life~

Its Semester 6..the beginning of my posting years and I’m being posted to Ipoh, Perak..

I’ve learned lots of things and conditions out there as i progress with my posting..so far for my 1st week of posting at Enjer Orthopedic and Physiotherapy clinic at Fair Park, I’ve learned alot and trying my best to provide patients my service and gain lots of knowledge from Aunty Rebecca who taught us varies treatment methods and how to communicate to the patients..

Mei Tee posted to the same clinic with me and both of us trying our very best to help Aunty Rebecca and at the same time,collect information for our final presentation which held at the end of the Semester as our Finals…we snaps picts and record almost everything down for our reference during our presentation..:P

*Aunty Rebecca teaching us how to apply US on patient..

*MT take over~

*the boy in the pict having patella tendon inflammation due to too much friction~

and this is me~

on other patient~

and usually after US we apply Hot Pack to the treatment site to allow relaxation and increase the blood circulation..

*1st..microwave the hotpack for 4 minutes and put on the treatment site..

*2nd..cover the hot pack with cloths to maintain its temperature…

*ofcourse we use..BATIK SARUNG~..=.=!!

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then AR(Aunty Rebecca) taught us on IFT and Traction Machines~(Neck and Lumbar)….

*MT
(she seem very happy that her head being pulled)

*me
(cant really talk~…cause u will bite ur lips..this i can guarantee 100%)
(><)!!

After having neck traction, we hav Lumbar Traction which i refused to do due to my back problem but i need to be the patient to let MT to wrap me up~(~.~)

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(~.~)

and..

*MT
(she din really get the pull..because i set the scale wrong..haha

count wrong..next time bring calculator~><!!)

..and i fall sick on the 3rd day which landed me in mask~..black mask~..lolz

*to prevent the virus spread to the patient~
*constipated face..thx to mei tee~

a better picture..of me wearing the mask~

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and…MEI TEE FALL IN LOVE~..

with..

Hip poster on the wall..=.=!!.. until…..

“AL AL…help me snap a pict with the poster~”(^^)
“its 3D..i love 3D”
(=.=)!!

there she goes…

*MT with her beloved~”boyfriend”

and aren’t we cute~~

*MT and me during breaks..

*the whole van..only me and MT..scary~

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we have another pict which she made a ghost face which she don’t allow me to post up cause she says

“u post up i will discriminate your BLOG!!~”(=.=)!!!..awwww..isn’t she cute?..(pssfff..nex time i gau tim her and try to make her allow me to post the picture up~

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NOW,..i totally in love with a song named GARNET~ from anime

” The Girl Who Leapts Through Time”..

this song..totally sing words out from my heart

…hope i can let go on what that make me suffer~

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there’s more coming up~