The Fallen Heart. April 13, 2010

One fine day.. which i plan to go for swimming the next day..

wah..what a beautiful day that is going to come..

but..

one single sms from Alex

and the thunder strike me

KAU KAU wan!!

strike straight to my heart..

as

i can hear my own heart crushing within itself

it sound like…glass bottle of hope drop down and crushed down the earth

breaks into million of million of glass pieces

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THE RESULT OF LAST SEM are out!!

my heart crushed and my head are empty..

i was a total white paper last sem..

a teared white paper..

looking back

i was such a stupid and immatured girl last sem…

thinking back make me wanna smack my head hard!

but..what is done have took its place..

and the current are just the result on what i have done..

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GOSH!!!

SWT..this sound so emo!! lol

so end with all the emo stuff..lol!!

cause i’ve promise myself to be a better person!

but..

its true ..

what is done is done..

so i will ACCEPT it with positive and a smile..

no matter whats the end result..

and face it and move forward to future

as future is my key point to SUCCESS~^^V

( just typing that for fun cause ntg can describe my feelings towards the RESULTS)

^^B

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im going to swimming tomolo and

hence..more picts coming if MT is around..

so just pray hard…

my training in ipoh going to end in few days time..

its hard to believe i have survived here for a month half..

and ofcourse..got masuk hospital lar..lol

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but  for those who are concern to my health..

dun worry..im prefectly healthy now..

eating damn healthy..drinking plenty of water!

and toilet business..SMOOTH!!

>0<

i slimed down 4 kg(^^)V…

yeah!!! and my diets works..hope this will go on!!

*V*

but..

i just had my dinner last night..

MCD SPICY CHICKEN MCDELUXE MEDIUM SET!!

lol..delivery wan summore…!!!

NOT BAD HUH?

WONG AI LENG called delivery for the first time and it works..

actually i nervous till i told the receptionist wrong address..

the deliveryman call

deliveryman: ” you punya  rumah jalan ke lorong?”

me : ” lorong la..lorong tasek timur 7″

deliveryman : “tadi you cakap jalan..sebab tu i rasa pelik”

me: ” ye ke??..hahaha..mungkin salah saya cakap tadi”

lol…

den he showed me the address when he arrived

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* my half eaten burger~

the box!!

fries and coke..

my sendiri add-on!..lol ribenas

before

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after

*shaken ribena??@@

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i enjoyed my meal and it was delicious!!

in few days times..im going to order again cause addicted..
*did i told u i was on MT’s diet schedule??

ahh..see 1st la..lol

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next..

i wore my yukatas with the obi

trust me..wearing it itself is an exercise!!

lol

i kept sweating!

this is the result!

just showing off my hard working obi!!..

*weylu bertanya : wanita jepun terakhir?

lol..

MT’s idea of post!

* i dunno what post is this!><

*…hmm..white swan maybe??

MT..

*smack head!

*butterfly outside the stomach?

lol

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will update soon!

latest info..

ALEX..have been promoted into my swan programme.

The photograph Advisor*(^^)