The Fallen Heart. April 13, 2010

One fine day.. which i plan to go for swimming the next day..

wah..what a beautiful day that is going to come..

but..

one single sms from Alex

and the thunder strike me

KAU KAU wan!!

strike straight to my heart..

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i can hear my own heart crushing within itself

it sound like…glass bottle of hope drop down and crushed down the earth

breaks into million of million of glass pieces

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THE RESULT OF LAST SEM are out!!

my heart crushed and my head are empty..

i was a total white paper last sem..

a teared white paper..

looking back

i was such a stupid and immatured girl last sem…

thinking back make me wanna smack my head hard!

but..what is done have took its place..

and the current are just the result on what i have done..

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GOSH!!!

SWT..this sound so emo!! lol

so end with all the emo stuff..lol!!

cause i’ve promise myself to be a better person!

but..

its true ..

what is done is done..

so i will ACCEPT it with positive and a smile..

no matter whats the end result..

and face it and move forward to future

as future is my key point to SUCCESS~^^V

( just typing that for fun cause ntg can describe my feelings towards the RESULTS)

^^B

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im going to swimming tomolo and

hence..more picts coming if MT is around..

so just pray hard…

my training in ipoh going to end in few days time..

its hard to believe i have survived here for a month half..

and ofcourse..got masuk hospital lar..lol

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but  for those who are concern to my health..

dun worry..im prefectly healthy now..

eating damn healthy..drinking plenty of water!

and toilet business..SMOOTH!!

>0<

i slimed down 4 kg(^^)V…

yeah!!! and my diets works..hope this will go on!!

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but..

i just had my dinner last night..

MCD SPICY CHICKEN MCDELUXE MEDIUM SET!!

lol..delivery wan summore…!!!

NOT BAD HUH?

WONG AI LENG called delivery for the first time and it works..

actually i nervous till i told the receptionist wrong address..

the deliveryman call

deliveryman: ” you punya  rumah jalan ke lorong?”

me : ” lorong la..lorong tasek timur 7″

deliveryman : “tadi you cakap jalan..sebab tu i rasa pelik”

me: ” ye ke??..hahaha..mungkin salah saya cakap tadi”

lol…

den he showed me the address when he arrived

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* my half eaten burger~

the box!!

fries and coke..

my sendiri add-on!..lol ribenas

before

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*shaken ribena??@@

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i enjoyed my meal and it was delicious!!

in few days times..im going to order again cause addicted..
*did i told u i was on MT’s diet schedule??

ahh..see 1st la..lol

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next..

i wore my yukatas with the obi

trust me..wearing it itself is an exercise!!

lol

i kept sweating!

this is the result!

just showing off my hard working obi!!..

*weylu bertanya : wanita jepun terakhir?

lol..

MT’s idea of post!

* i dunno what post is this!><

*…hmm..white swan maybe??

MT..

*smack head!

*butterfly outside the stomach?

lol

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will update soon!

latest info..

ALEX..have been promoted into my swan programme.

The photograph Advisor*(^^)

Petals of hope.. April 9, 2010

When u are hoping for some turning point on the thing u hope…

you pluck petals..

when the petals end with the result u don’t want..

your heart breaks into thousands of thousands of pieces..

isn’t it PATHETIC??!!

lol…

since i cant pluck the flower..cause ppl sale wan mah..

so i take snaps shots..

DAISY..so nice..pink wan summore..

i love something like daisy and sunflower!!!

so…

i..

snap pict of it…

BEAUTIFUL!!

love it..whole pot only rm 8.90

but i cant buy cause (T.T)

..by the time i brought home..it will be …u know la~

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i brought pink lipsticks..from AVON…

cause …MT came home one night holding AVON catalog~

MT: Aunty Rebecca say let us see wor..i feel bad if din buy anything from her…(=.=)

so…. she  brought a few things that im not suppose to expose..so i keep her secret but she brought lipsticks too

she brought dew pink and it suits her alot.!!and one plum for her mum..

so nice a this daughter~

MT with her dew pink and plum for her mum…

*ignore my pale complexion..

mine is sweet pink!!!

but after putting on~

*dun ask why this pict is taken!!!

*smack my head

*alot ppl like my colour…

my CI end up ordering same colour with me and one more MT’s colour

and

one more aunty(patient) she also like what im applying so she ordered one too~><

*my lip colour!! love it!!

*syok sendiri snap shots

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MT’s project turning me into a swan..

already reaching the 5th weeks..

for those who know wad am i before this..i don’t need to explain much

but this is the result..

not sure got any difference or not..><

MT is the photographer..

she took alot of shots and i smile until my mouth cramp!

ini…i also dun understand..

* girlie pose..

beware..if u feel nausea..stop scrolling down..cause…all the picts are girlie~

*praying pose~..

(*i started to prayed every night..to let me sleep..i cant sleep here~)

just random post~

* act cute with my tortoise!!

ini..i …dunno how to explain

*peacefully sleeping..

*shhh…don’t ask me why..

*normal girl pose!

my smile retards

*muackss~

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and this 2 picts..MT felt her mission half accomplished!!@@

especially the last pict..

…what u think~

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the evolution of swans…

MT is the …trainer…examiner and the audience~><

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ALEX..so sorry din wish u happy birthday!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

ALEX,CHEAH YAU

WHO TURNED

20 LA ST 8TH APRIL!!

may u be happy and cheerful all the time!!

and remember to chase after ur dreams..

im waiting  for ur song !!

real sorry..i was in dazz and not myself this few days…

but…

belanja u makan..this i PROMISE U kau kau!!

MAY ALL UR DREAMS COMES TRUE!

Yukatas.. April 2, 2010

YUKATAS..

i brought my yukatas on wednesday…

and i received it TODAY!!..

happy happy.

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*  1 white yukata
*  1 purple yukata
*2 sash
*  1 original obi(pink and purple..reversible)
* pocka dots pink pouch..

yeahh..happy..learning how to tie..

and the yukata quite hard to adjust~><

*i keep tying tying… until i swt~..baru habis tie…

*den i save the  obi when im free ~ lol~

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u can purcase ur own yukata at..

http://www.ohjapan1.blogspot.com

with reasonable price and all are from japan~

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At work… the air cond just fixed and its very very cold~~

MT: very cold la..(find some place to hide..)

and guess where she hide?..
*let me show u…

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* kawaii neh?

and i follow her foot steps..

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* spot me?

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the game.. SPOT MT~

spot her?..where got so easy?

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not yet?

* tadaaa… itu dia~

* Aunty Rebecca punya favo coffee~..

MR HAINAN…

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* mak saya cakap..” an apple a day..keeps the docs away..”

so she brought me a whole plastic of apples..><..

so i ended up..snaping pict of it~